I got up this morning with a smile on my face..
hoping that it will soon be the time i’ll be seeing you again..
i fixed my bed.. fixed my hair..
prepared the clothes that i’ll be wearing when i see you..

I’m even thinking on how am i going to start our conversation..
quite conscious on how will i be reacting in front of you..
I know that i looked like a fool speaking to myself…

i often checked the clock..
thinking of you..
reminiscing every detail of your face…
thinking how you look like now..
5 years have passed since we last saw each other..
am quite surprised how your presence affect me..

but the time came when i’m all donned up..
i’m waiting for you..
an hour passed..
two hours had already passed..
i even sent you a message..
no reply..
i even tried to reason to myself that maybe
you were stucked in traffic..
and you’ll be here soon..
be here to fetch me up..


but who am i fooling..??
it is only I who is fooling herself..
a fool to believe on your sweet words..
sweet words that now had turned bitter..
so bitter that i want to vomit it..
my heart aches..
it is so wounded right now that i don’t even know..
how will i be able to return to my self again..
myself before you came…

T___T